The Pain Doesnt Fade

The pain doesn't fade.

By Julasia Lee

 Words don’t hurt
that’s what they say
But little do they know                      
They pain never fades away


She smiles and says that everything is fine
When really inside she wants to die
She’s alone and weak
And at the edge

All because of what was said
Those words that never go away
Those words that are there to stay

In her heart
In her mind


Where will they draw the line

Maybe its true
Maybe it false
But now everyone knows

She feels trapped in a box
They say it on face book
They say it on twitter

And now she walks the halls
Where they laugh and snicker
They said it last night
Why is it here on a new day
Is is it because words never fade

They stay
And day by day
She has to hate
The life she is in
That she wants to end
All because they know
The pain they put her in


Mental pain
It drives you crazy
You’re hurt alone and mentally lazy
You feel alone
. . . No one to call for help .


You want out the box
But what do you say

Each and every day
There is something new
Online and its dirty news
Yes its about you

You ARE the TARGET !
They wont stop and  till they hit the bulls eye
Right where it hurts you the most.
To you are where you want to die
You want to run and hide and cry
But you keep that all inside
You try to keep strong
Make like nothing is wrong

You don’t want to be a snitch
They will just give them more to pick
You want to run
RUN RUN RUN !
Run like a cheetah in the wild
Run for miles
And go absolutely nowhere
Go find a cave
And hibernate like a bear


Leave the pain
Leave the pain
Leave the pain
Because the pain wont leave
So maybe you need to leave

Away from this
Away from life
All because you want to quit
Quit feeling this pain
Feeling alone


Someone thinks this is fun
Making your life miserable
Thinking its cool
And at school
I know they know
Yeah teachers
They know the too
Acting as if they have no clue
SO WHAT TO DO !




She wonder constantly
Why am I hear
My life is hell
Everything sounds like a loud bell

Home they pick
School they pick

When she is at school they stare
Like her face is blue
Blue
Blue

She thinks to herself
Maybe its true
Maybe I should die
The pain wont go away
Maybe I should lie
Lie on the ground
All alone
In no type of zone

Six feet under
No more words
O more staring
no more me
PAIN FREE

Somewhere the words wont hurt me
I cant feel
I cant cry
I cant hide
Because I lie
under the ground
Safe and sound
From the pain that wont go down
And I wont stay
I must go away
………………………………...................................................


So I think of a master plan
I leave for school
But no I wont go
Wait a while , walk back home
Looks in the drawer
Pulls it out .
Sits on my bed.
I CRYYYY ,
From pain anger hurt . !
I've been through it all these past weeks
No one even seems to notice
There is that bell noise again
Its time to END!


Bullets, Check
Pain. Check…..
Me…………..Error !
The Subscriber you are trying to reach
Has had enough , she is through with it all
No it wasn't the easy way out
IT WAS THE ONLY WAY


They found me and my note

Words don’t hurt that’s what they say but little do they know the pain never goes away

Signed . A hurt a girl , who has had enough with this all.